I guess I’ve just been feeling really left out lately. my mom’s been really sick since December, and since I’ve been home taking care of her, I haven’t been able to see friends, work, go out, etc. and I keep seeing my friends having fun and doing things and getting film jobs together, and it sucks to not be involved, or even being asked to join (even though I wouldn’t be able to anyway, it’s the thought that counts). also very few of my friends even check up on me (texts, facebook, in person, anything), so it’s like I don’t even cross their minds.

plus lately I’ve been feeling like a certain someone has been avoiding me, and it doesn’t feel good at all ):